I Wish

I wish
I dint love you the way I do
I want my thoughts back to myself

I wish
I dint hate you the way I do
I dont have the power anymore

I wish
I could see you one more time
Before I forget what you look like

I wish
Never to see you again
I wont know whether to strangle you or hug you

I wish
To make you laugh
Cause thats the best sound on earth

I wish
To make you cry
Cause thats what I did

I wish
To hug you one more time
To relax in your arms

I wish
To let you go
Cause thats the only way I can live

I wish
To wipe your tears
I wish
To be reason of those tears

I wish
I could love who you are,
and not
Who I thought you are